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the sun
02:46
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these times remind me
of what i left behind me
the memory surpised me
it's fucked up inside me
well they stuck me inside
all to fix my broken mind
but instead i find
all the wounds inside :c
and i cannot hide
all i do is cry
it's lost its fun
to hide
from
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2. |
as an arrow
03:58
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bite my tongue i've got nothing to say
i'll bide my time until you go away
you're getting yourself into trouble go back to your friends
i'm not what you're thinking, i shapeshift this is how it ends
you think you're an angel but tell me i'm the devil
i'm on my best behavior... but do you wanna revel with me?
mon ami?
you compliment my lipstick you've never seen that shade of blue
you explain my favorite band and ask me where i got my tattoos
you say you're a saint but you say that i'm a sinner
you hide me from your momma and won't take me with you to dinner I SEE.
listen bud listen well this is hello and farewell
i hypnotise with these thighs
and with the sparkle in my eyes
but youre a guy who thinks i should
should fuck you or i should die
pray for me i wish you well
but i'll be seeing you in hell
ill see you in hell, straight boy
i'll see you in hell straight boy
i'll see you in hell straight boy
i'll see you in hell straight boy
i'll see you in hell ;)
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3. |
entropy boogie
03:14
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what's left here except all my regrets?
i won't forget what i learned here
i saw red flags i turned the other way
i should've paid mind and kept my ear on the ground
kept my ear low lying on the ground
when it all comes round
it's only sound
just sounds. just sounds. just sounds. just sounds! just sounds :/ just sounds! white noise, just sounds.
i'm making big decisions and big revisions i'm fishing for life's collisions in my life, in my life
i'm making big mistakes at the highest stakes and my head it aches and my heart it breaks it breaks.
my heart breaks, but i know i caused my fall
closed off my brain to warnings
should i slow down? how long until i'm wise?
my greys are in but no mastery of this life
no mastery of this life. is there any after life?
god i've wasted all this time!!!
lost time :( lost time! lost time :/ lost time... lost time! lost time
I NEED MORE TIME
i'm making big decisions and big revisions i'm fishing for life's collisions in my life, in my life
i'm making big mistakes at the highest stakes and my head it aches and my heart it breaks
it breaks
it breaks
it breaks
it breaks
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4. |
charlotte
03:30
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watch the rain
breathe in and out your sorrow
it's okay to cry
if you're still here tomorrow
let your head hang low
if you're dangling by a thread
hear the whispers from the center
of the spider's web
keep on weaving
you're not leaving
keep sticking out til you're dead
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5. |
talking to ghosts
03:16
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please come home
youve been gone for so long
i should very much like to see you again
im trying hard
to learn and grow
but its so damn hard
and i want to remember every little moment
but im starting to forget your voice and the touch of your hand
please give me reprieve
please give me reprieve from
memory
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6. |
blood in the water
04:55
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7. |
c0l0r5
08:21
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8. |
for the bird outside
04:50
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*noise*
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9. |
i m melting
07:15
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Rowan S. Avery Oakland, California
stage name:
bee.knee.exe
experimental musician interested in breaking boundries between genre, medium, and people
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